Okay so lately God has really been putting atheism on my heart. And I don’t know why, cuz I have never really given a damn about it before. To me it’s always been the case of either a “Christian” gets tired of living the “hard” life of reading their bible and praying everyday or they suffer a loss and shake fists at God and give up suddenly “taking up the heroic mantle of atheism” (which most who claim atheism are just anti-Christian in my experience). It really is just a cop out, an excuse to be lazy and I never really cared to learn anything about it cuz I try not to be lazy myself :) haha but seriously, I hate debating and arguing and frankly that’s all I’ve ever known about atheists, they love to argue and debate their opinion. Why the hell would I want to be an atheist? But God has placed me in the world to be a light into the darkness so I must show love to these weird atheists. I asked some of my mentors some good books to read, and got a few suggestions allot by author Joshua McDowell and I will be blogging during my reads off and on starting with “More than a Carpenter” by Joshua McDowell. May I start off with I HATE READING. Unless it really grabs my attention and keeps it I can’t read a book. The Outsiders and a few others I can’t think of at the moment are the only ones that I remember reading and LOVING it fom start to finish. So here we go, pray for me or wish me random, meaningless luck if you’re an atheist. :)